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Andrei Timofte

Wake up, Dorian...

I started out with just one task
To have some fun, to be the best
I ended up behind a mask
Emotionless, nevertheless

Got to a point where I would choose
To play a game in which I'd loose
Blinded by passion, by my...me
I missed the road... I didn't see

And I went on a mad man's path
Not caring where this thing would lead
Went forward blinded, like a bat
Driven by my own shallow greed

And when I had got to that door
I knew that I'd been there before
My broken heart still on the floor
Was by now ashes, nothing more

A broken mirror on the wall
Was showing me what I'd become
He looked so empty and so cold
An evil smile, as if he'd won

So horrified, I backed away
And ran towards that tumbling door
That's when I'd finally awake
It was a dream

I'm on the floor

And it's so cold...

 

Poem under the shower

It is morning, so early, awake

The city just woke up in chaos

At this time, their smiles are all fake

But later, we shall be victorious

Awake, so early, it is morning

The scent of life in the air

The city is busy, we're swarming

To jobs, to the office, to nowhere

Awake, it is morning, so early

We try to make best of our daylight

We wait patiently, in a hurry

Thinking of what won't, what might...

So early, awake, it is morning

My words make no sense at this hour

So, don't try to get what I'm writing

A poem written in the shower

*This poem marks the beginning of a new life for me, and an entirely new chapter, a point in life that I've waited so long to get to... and I'm here :)... Carmen, as ever, decided to join me in my journey with a tranlation to this poem:P :  Poem sub duş

New Me

For a long time, I was away
I couldn't live a single day
A long time since I just enjoyed
The things around me... I avoid

Feeling that my work is now done
And just sleep underneath the sun
It's been a while since I felt free
To do something that's just for me

But now, I have found peace again
In truth,I feel like a free man
I know I'm safe, I'll be okay
From now on I'll live every day

A path's opened in front of me
To take me where I want to be
I now know that there is a place
For me, I finally have a face

And now, my mission is to grow
And later I'd finally show
The'ntire world what I can be
I dare you, challenge me





And we shall see...

As vrea...

As vrea odata sa iubesc
S-o fac ca niciodata
As vrea sa nu ma amagesc
Din nou c-o alta fata

As vrea sa-i dau tot ce-am mai bun
Sa o vrajesc c-o floare
As vrea sa nu mai spun minciuni
Caci acum stiu cat doare

As vrea s-o duc la rasarit
Din nou la o plimbare
As vrea sa-i spun cat am gresit
Si cat de rau imi pare

As vrea s-o stiu ca-i doar a mea
Sa stie c-o iubesc
As vrea sa-i pot da tot ce vrea
As vrea sa reusesc

As vrea de-acum sa nu ma uit
Ca ieri dup-alta fata
As vrea sa stiu ca tot ce-am vrut
S-ar implini vreodata

Vreau multe de la viata mea
De nu mai stiu ce vreau
Dar stiu, dorinta-mi cade grea
Pe inima...si stau

Si nu mai vreau...

*It's the first time that I actually hear a poem in my head...and it's in Romanian...so I didn't really know if I should publish it... I guess I just thought of Eminescu while writing it...and tried adopting his style for a bit...

Same different love...

With every turn you take in life
You're bound to get to a dead end
You learn that love cuts like a knife
You know your heart you can't defend

But still, the pain is bitter sweet
Unknowingly, you crave for it
Her eyes, her smile, her love for you
Still makes you hope that it was true

The same old path you walk again
Same different story you now live
This time it's different, I believe
You're not the same guy from back then

Doesn't matter how many times
You'll want to stop and turn around
Those feelings just keep coming 'round
And you'll be writing the same rhymes

Maybe this time you'll make it work
Maybe this time you'll do things right
Maybe this time y'on't be a jerk
Maybe this time you're gonna fight

To hold on tight...

Admit defeat...

It's fucking hard but damn it's fun
Living life as it's just begun
It's cool to party all night long
But in the end , you don't belong

You freaking rock, party like hell
The club is yours, you know it well
Everyone there thinks you're their guy
But really, all you do's deny

Deny that you're afraid to love
Destruction fits you like a glove
Afraid that you'll screw up again
The question's not "if?"...more like "when?"


You meet a girl, you meet her twice
You see the hope that's in her eyes
You see the potential in her
And know you'd ruin it for sure

You know that you must stay away
With her you will not have your way
She's not the kind to just have fun
You can't forget her when it's done

So go back to what was before
To when life was but nothing more
Than having fun and living it
When every moment was a treat

Admit defeat....

* This poem... for a broken heart...mine... There's nothing worse than meeting someone so innocent, so pure and so beautiful that just makes you go crazy.... you wish she would never change...but you know that you'd only do wrong by being with her...you're afraid that you could influence her in a bad way ...that you could ruin such a perfect being... I was afraid that some of my ideas I couldn't express well enough... but where I didn't do good enough, Carmen did :). The most beautiful gift I ever received... a translation to my poem... "Da-te invins". Thank you, Carmen...but I feel thanks is not enough...

Sometimes....

I dreamt once that I'd get to this
Amazing place where I'll find peace
A place I know it's meant for me
And say : "It's where i need to be"

So much adventure, so much fun
Feel as if,finally, life begun
So beautiful and so complex
A place where u don't know what's next

So I find myself here at last
But still I'm thinking of the past
So all I want now's to go home
'Cause there I'll never be alone...

Another shot ...

Despite the things you do
Whichever path you choose
If you don't fight it through
It's obvious you'll loose

So when you have a chance
Take it no matter who
Stands between her and you
As life is no slow dance

Yes, there's the chance you fail
Don't matter how you stand
But the truth will unveil
When that you'll understand

They'll try to put a ring
On her to keep her near
But if you she's missing
She'll someday see it clear

You'll only break me once...

-translation from romanian author-

She nests her soul into his chest
Knowing that silence would be best
Curiously, he asks her what she wants
"Nothing...you'll only break me once

I gave you all that's left of me
For good, for worse, for what should be
After I stitched my broken soul
When I thought I'll never be whole

And every stitch is tied with steel
But still, the same I'll never feel
So innocent, so happy, starry eyed
That part of me that loved the stars had died

Maybe you fear that I will never smile
Don't be afraid, I am not that fragile
But still, never forget this words:
My love, you'll only break me once"

From time to time , I find the time to stop and relax, while enjoying her amazing work. So I read her blog yesterday to find this amazing piece, reminding me how Carmen can leave me speechless. This is the original : "Mă poţi dezamăgi numai o dată"

Passion...

The dance floor is burning as we're face to face
Our bodies gone crazy as we sensed the bass
Girl, I felt your heat from the first embrace
The club's almost empty,still, we'd need more space

"Should we crash the car or go to your place?
Any second longer here would be a waste"
Soon,our bodies danced like never before
In a single heartbeat we were on the floor

Right now we were one, our heartbeats had matched
I knew she's the one the first time we touched
Our bodies were burning, melt under the sheets
The room looked like teared down by some crazy beasts

When the fire burned out, just like little kids
We're hiding together under the white sheets
It was crazy passion, but just for one night
We forgot each other at the first sun light

To Blaxy Girls...

A poem for five old friends that took part in an important chapter of my life. Actually, without them I wouldn't have lived that chapter, I wouldn't be who I am right now. Thanks, girls :)


Five girls inspired you
To act at your best
Those five girls made it true
That life's not a waste

With passion and talent
They make us believe
That energy well spent
Will help us achieve

What we've always wanted
What we'll ever need
You,little girls, started
This race in full speed

Armed with instruments
You rise to the stage
And then all become friends
No matter the age

'Cause music can make us
Live up to our dreams
Its passion can take us
To heaven, it seems

A new beginning....

A story of a new beginning, a new chapter in life, a poem that closes this chapter and the blog along with it. I'll be back soon with a new chapter.

Sometimes in life you think you've had enough

When everything goes wrong, when things start to get tough

You hope to find something to make you stay on top

To go ahead and do it, not let yourself be stoped

You feel that you are down, that there is no way out

You hope that all will end soon, your mind is full of doubt

Self confidence is nowhere, no reason to go on

And all your dreams have parished, while all your hope is gone

And still, you find someone that is looking out for you

Someone that cares, someone who will try to help you through

Right there, you start to wake up, believe you'll be ok

Because she's here to guide you, and here she's gonna stay

That's all you've ever needed, that's all you'll ever need

When to life you find meaning, you'll find out you can read

A ray of light in darkness, a shortcut through the woods

A way out of the maze in which you were lost for good

"Omule, dai si'nvata,te crezi atotstiutor?"

Is all that you have needed to get up from the floor

So now it's time to do it, now that you can achieve

Everything that you fought for, cause now you can believe

Once more, goodbye...

Some people think that love
Is all they need to feel
To help them rise above
And make it all seem real

I'm not saying they're wrong,
Misguided or naive
Cause if their faith is strong
It's helpful to believe

Still, I'm starting to think
That love's a fairy tale
And if you stop to blink
You'll fear that you may fail

In truth I think I would
Do better by myself
If I do as I should
I'll find that there's more wealth

In the words "love to live"
Than in them "live to love"
In freedom I believe
Not in the words above

Who am I lying to?
I've loved and will again
I might get to love you
Or her, or all of them

I'll just say that for now
I'm happy to be free
From you, from her... somehow
I'm where I need to be

So I guess it's goodbye
To all of you, my love
I'll spread my wings and fly
To the skies up above

So, once more, goodbye, love.

...Out of dreams

I had a dream a few nights ago about this beautiful little brunette with the most incredible blue eyes I have ever seen. She was singing a song to me. So, in the middle of the night, I woke up singing this song and started writing it down. So this is what she said:

You're the one for me
My boy can't you see
How you complete me?
Happiness, this is energy...
Out of dreams

All I wanna know
Is that you will be
Always close to me
Happiness, this is energy...
Out of dreams

My eyes only see
Your smile. You'll always be
The only one for me
Happiness, this is energy...
Out of dreams

All my life I knew
That I will find you
Our love is true
Happiness, this is energy...
Out of dreams


Am I in love again?

No pain, fun game...

There is just no life without love

Believe not what you've read above

Life can be fun without someone

That you would miss when she is gone

Cause when you have no one to fear

That you will loose when she's not near

You can live life without a doubt

And stand up tall to face the crowd

You can sin and never feel bad

You can hurt and never feel pain

Without love you will not feel sad

Don't be afraid to play the game

So,simple life: no one to blame...

Raining cigarettes...

The sky is crying silently

The red star stoped smiling at me

That warm sun that I prize so much

Is once again gone, out of touch

I am alone here with my sins

Aspiring for another life

One cigarette is all I strive

To find no matter by what means

The smoke is what keeps me alive

The thin silk thread dances the air

It tells a story that's so fair

It gives me reasons to survive

I think it's happening...

"To hell with emotions"'s what I used to say
Just have fun and enjoy life every single day
But what the hell happened? How did i get here?
Why do I feel lonely when she is not near?

I thought I figured out how to live my life
Away from the word "love", that cuts like a knife
I thought I can easily look at any girl
And see her as one of many in this world

But still this one girl I think got to me
To my heart somehow...My god... this can't be
With her little games, she's into my mind
And now I feel something...don't know of what kind

My narcissist self still remains untouched
But my universe now has shifted so much
The center of it all, that 'till now was me
Is sliding towards her. At least seems to be

I can't stand one night without being with her
She did get to me,man. Of that I am sure
I just feel complete with her in my arms
I know I have given in to all her charms

I won't say the words, for I am not sure
But still, to this illness, I know there's no cure
I am falling in it, but I won't give up
I will not surcome and fall in its trap

Love is not for me, not my way of life
As I like it, freedom is my only wife
Still, she makes me wonder just how could it be
If she was the one that was meant for me

But what's going on next? we shall live and see...


*This poem means a lot to me. One of my favorite actually. I think Carmen sensed this when she took my words and turned them round to write them in romanian. A real work of art that's touching the soul :): "Se intampla..."

Some stupid cast...

You look around you and you feel
Like running wildly through the field
Like jumping on the soft green grass
Like not letting a moment pass

You'd swim in crystal blue water
Along with the other mermaids
Such grace like you would have no other
Such beauty that all else just fades

You'd please the gods in graceful dance
You'd never look back in the past
You'd have achieved all of your plans
But what stops you's that stupid cast

Still, don't worry, this pain won't last