Admit defeat...

It's fucking hard but damn it's fun
Living life as it's just begun
It's cool to party all night long
But in the end , you don't belong

You freaking rock, party like hell
The club is yours, you know it well
Everyone there thinks you're their guy
But really, all you do's deny

Deny that you're afraid to love
Destruction fits you like a glove
Afraid that you'll screw up again
The question's not "if?"...more like "when?"


You meet a girl, you meet her twice
You see the hope that's in her eyes
You see the potential in her
And know you'd ruin it for sure

You know that you must stay away
With her you will not have your way
She's not the kind to just have fun
You can't forget her when it's done

So go back to what was before
To when life was but nothing more
Than having fun and living it
When every moment was a treat

Admit defeat....

* This poem... for a broken heart...mine... There's nothing worse than meeting someone so innocent, so pure and so beautiful that just makes you go crazy.... you wish she would never change...but you know that you'd only do wrong by being with her...you're afraid that you could influence her in a bad way ...that you could ruin such a perfect being... I was afraid that some of my ideas I couldn't express well enough... but where I didn't do good enough, Carmen did :). The most beautiful gift I ever received... a translation to my poem... "Da-te invins". Thank you, Carmen...but I feel thanks is not enough...

Sometimes....

I dreamt once that I'd get to this
Amazing place where I'll find peace
A place I know it's meant for me
And say : "It's where i need to be"

So much adventure, so much fun
Feel as if,finally, life begun
So beautiful and so complex
A place where u don't know what's next

So I find myself here at last
But still I'm thinking of the past
So all I want now's to go home
'Cause there I'll never be alone...

Another shot ...

Despite the things you do
Whichever path you choose
If you don't fight it through
It's obvious you'll loose

So when you have a chance
Take it no matter who
Stands between her and you
As life is no slow dance

Yes, there's the chance you fail
Don't matter how you stand
But the truth will unveil
When that you'll understand

They'll try to put a ring
On her to keep her near
But if you she's missing
She'll someday see it clear

You'll only break me once...

-translation from romanian author-

She nests her soul into his chest
Knowing that silence would be best
Curiously, he asks her what she wants
"Nothing...you'll only break me once

I gave you all that's left of me
For good, for worse, for what should be
After I stitched my broken soul
When I thought I'll never be whole

And every stitch is tied with steel
But still, the same I'll never feel
So innocent, so happy, starry eyed
That part of me that loved the stars had died

Maybe you fear that I will never smile
Don't be afraid, I am not that fragile
But still, never forget this words:
My love, you'll only break me once"

From time to time , I find the time to stop and relax, while enjoying her amazing work. So I read her blog yesterday to find this amazing piece, reminding me how Carmen can leave me speechless. This is the original : "Mă poţi dezamăgi numai o dată"

Passion...

The dance floor is burning as we're face to face
Our bodies gone crazy as we sensed the bass
Girl, I felt your heat from the first embrace
The club's almost empty,still, we'd need more space

"Should we crash the car or go to your place?
Any second longer here would be a waste"
Soon,our bodies danced like never before
In a single heartbeat we were on the floor

Right now we were one, our heartbeats had matched
I knew she's the one the first time we touched
Our bodies were burning, melt under the sheets
The room looked like teared down by some crazy beasts

When the fire burned out, just like little kids
We're hiding together under the white sheets
It was crazy passion, but just for one night
We forgot each other at the first sun light

To Blaxy Girls...

A poem for five old friends that took part in an important chapter of my life. Actually, without them I wouldn't have lived that chapter, I wouldn't be who I am right now. Thanks, girls :)


Five girls inspired you
To act at your best
Those five girls made it true
That life's not a waste

With passion and talent
They make us believe
That energy well spent
Will help us achieve

What we've always wanted
What we'll ever need
You,little girls, started
This race in full speed

Armed with instruments
You rise to the stage
And then all become friends
No matter the age

'Cause music can make us
Live up to our dreams
Its passion can take us
To heaven, it seems

A new beginning....

A story of a new beginning, a new chapter in life, a poem that closes this chapter and the blog along with it. I'll be back soon with a new chapter.

Sometimes in life you think you've had enough

When everything goes wrong, when things start to get tough

You hope to find something to make you stay on top

To go ahead and do it, not let yourself be stoped

You feel that you are down, that there is no way out

You hope that all will end soon, your mind is full of doubt

Self confidence is nowhere, no reason to go on

And all your dreams have parished, while all your hope is gone

And still, you find someone that is looking out for you

Someone that cares, someone who will try to help you through

Right there, you start to wake up, believe you'll be ok

Because she's here to guide you, and here she's gonna stay

That's all you've ever needed, that's all you'll ever need

When to life you find meaning, you'll find out you can read

A ray of light in darkness, a shortcut through the woods

A way out of the maze in which you were lost for good

"Omule, dai si'nvata,te crezi atotstiutor?"

Is all that you have needed to get up from the floor

So now it's time to do it, now that you can achieve

Everything that you fought for, cause now you can believe